September 11, 2010

That Day...






Is a verbal committment needed
Just to enjoy his care and love?
Is a legitimate affair necessary
To be assured of being loved?


Or it's just his sincere feelings,
the sweetness of his love and care,
The way he worries to cause me pain,
And his eagerness to make my day


When he bravely made a confession
Revealing his legitimate affair..
He has proven me he's man enough
And he never wanted to be unfair..


So I admire his honesty
And hating him cannot be done
I even told myself then
Among rare people, he is one


For me it's not his sin
Falling in love anew
In fact, I am glad
That I'm his someone new




And in my heart I know
Forgetting him i cannot do
Because his company is my joy
And loosing it would make me blue


But honestly I do worry
That "one day" I might found out
My feelings are getting deeper
and can't afford to hold them back


When that day comes I should decide
If it's good to leave him forever
Or I'd rather fight for my feelings
If in his heart, I am there...


Anyway, I don't think about it now
"That day" is yet to come
And who knows if by that time..
He already has "his freedom"


I'll just let the fate decide..
I know it gives the best
If he is meant for me..
His freedom will end my quest



But if he is not my due
Somebody will come my way
Taking his place in my heart
Giving me unfastened love and care


Sometimes I wanna ask him
Which he think will come out true
Is it his freedom from her
Or my finding of someone new?


I know his committment is "hers"
'Cause she came first into his life
But it doesn't necessarily mean -
She will always own his heart..


And to me an existing committment
Isn't an assurance of lasting love
Neither a long time relationship -
'Cause both may never last!

But I believe in his feelings
The way he shows his love and care
In return I'll be nice to him
So each day we'll be happier


I just hope HE understands
How confused I have become
And may HE realize on THAT DAY..
That in HIS HEART..I am THE ONE..

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